I had one of several meltdowns yesterday. The insurance company sent me a letter that wasn't the regular size and I couldn't open it. It is just too awful. I had to wait all day until I got together with friends and had them open it and read it. It wasn't as bad as I thought but they have to nickel/dime you to death. Why don't they just pay the damn bills like they are supposed to. I don't get it. The worst part, at least the most emotional crazy part of this whole ordeal shouldn't be the one thing that is supposed to rescue you because you pay in so much every month. I could go on but I am going to go have fun. They make it hard to have a spiritual journey which is what everyone says this is.